March 2021, we have now purchased a 20 acre parcel of land in Trout Creek, with the plan to develop it over the next 5-10 years to live in. But, then life pulls the rug right out from underneath you and breathing sometimes feels hard. You experience those moments of what in the sam hell are we doing and why! Is this the life we want, is this the legacy we want to leave, will we get the chance to celebrate and enjoy our retirement, or is our time in line going to come sooner? Are we willing to take that chance! Are we even experiencing joy in our life? Are we happy, sure we are happy, but are we actually living or just existing in a space that our culture has put out there as what we are suppose to do. Are we wanting something different and if so what are we willing to give up and or do to make that happen?